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[oratorical]

[She's silent for a moment, just studying him after that answer. She knows there's more he's not willing to talk about yet, just from that alone. She wants to know the rest, even if that rest doesn't come today, or even for a few years.

So instead of focusing on what hasn't been said, what she does eventually come out with is--]

I'm proud of the choices you've made.

[Even if some were probably... questionable... Based on this, and on how he's been since she's known him, she knows he's done more things that are genuinely helpful and not fully scoundrel-y.]

Do you want me to keep all of this between us?

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[ He has to let his gaze drop, just for a moment. It's-- well, it does feel good, to hear that. But somehow he's not sure he can be wholeheartedly proud of himself, even knowing objectively that he did good.

No one ever made him care about this kinda thing like Leia does.

At least he can be proud of making her smile. ]

Nah. Go ahead and tell people I singlehandedly funded this entire thing, [ he says, with signature bravado. ] They'll believe it.

[oratorical]

[That alone tells her she'll keep Han's connection to Enfys quiet unless she brings it up. She doesn't think it'll cause any problems regardless; they likely left on decently positive terms, given everything.

But in response to that usual Han bravado, she rolls her eyes, nudging him lightly with her knee.]

Oh, I'm sure. Imagine what Carlist and Mon will say when they find out.

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[ That gets a wry twist of his lip. The truth is he really doesn't care who knows, on some level. The choice is worth being proud of. But... At the same time, he's not sure anyone would believe it. Han has spent a lifetime cultivating his scoundrel reputation; for anyone who doesn't know him well, he could see how it would seem unbelievable. Another brag.

And even if people believed it-- well. It's not such an unfamiliar story, is it? He should've been an officer, except he didn't exactly play well with Imperial leadership. He fought back, robbed the Empire, freed slaves, did his part to fund the Rebellion--

And then left, with no plans to return to the cause.

That's the part he figures won't go over well. He could have been there from the beginning, and he refused, and he ran like hell. It looks cowardly. It wasn't cowardice, but he knows how it looks. And however grudgingly, he respects these people; it matters, if they think badly of him. ]

Enfys can keep credit for it. She worked pretty damn hard.

[oratorical]

She did. She still does.

[What Enfys will do if--when--they advance further and efforts are shifted more toward reestablishing a functioning government, that Leia doesn't know. Well, they'll probably always need help to prevent the Empire from returning, but she can't help but wonder what sort of role she'll make for herself as things move forward.

But she can't imagine Han would know any more than she does about that.

As for things Han might be able to answer, though--]

Are there any other stories like this you want to share?

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[ Han imagines there's a reason Enfys did the sort of work she did. Things are going to change-- not immediately, but soon; Han can feel it coming and he wonders, too, what he's gonna end up doing. Most of what he's done has been avoiding the Empire one way or another; there'll always be smuggling in the galaxy, but he's got the feeling he won't want to be on the wrong side of the law, in the future.

It'd probably cause some strife in this relationship and all. ]

Nah, that's it. I mean, aside from secretly being a Jedi and the crown prince of Corellia, [ he answers breezily, rolling his eyes slightly.

He's not even trying to be cagey, he can't think of anything else quite so dramatic. A heist like that is generally pretty unique. ]

[oratorical]

[Well as long as it's not... maliciously illegal and ends up helping people in the end, it's not like Leia can argue. At least privately. Publicly she no doubt would have to.

She shakes her head at his reply, as classic Han as it is. She was enjoying story time, but this probably was about as far as it would go today, she feels.]

You did a very good job of avoiding any royal balls, Your Highness.

[whatever nobility may have come from Corellia, Leia probably has met them at some point before. And she is also of the totally unbiased opinion that Han is far better in pretty much every way than them.]

But I'm sure Luke would love having someone else to talk about Jedi history with.