That gets to her, that no one else knows. There was no inevitable telling of that secret like there was hers. Would she have told him, if their situations were reversed? She can't say. Daryl has a way of bringing things out, the best parts of her, but she had absolutely no intention of telling him voluntarily. Yet. Maybe ever. And Lizzy and Mika, she's already decided that can't happen.

Carol can feel herself about to cry, she covers her mouth and turns away. She'd like to say that act is entirely for his sake.

"Sorry," she whispers, her voice not entirely controlled. As to what she's sorry for, the list is too long to bother with.